So, I guess I should specify exactly how it went down. You see, the song I had planned was a simplified version based around the chords and melody that was in the hymnbook. However, I wasn't satisfied with just repeating the song in the version it had always been played before. I decided to write my own original intro by tweaking the melody a little and changing the chords to suit it. I mean, this is how songs evolve, and it's not worth playing something everyone has heard before.
\But when it came down to it and I began the song, my voice sang the melody in the book, and my guitar played the chords I tweaked. This mistake caused my song to train wreck, but instead of stopping the train I just kept driving, playing chords and guessing to get back on the tracks.
This experience was terribly embarrassing and discouraging, but all that means is that I have some major things to learn from it, in order for me to enjoy my shows. So, even though it is painful to recall and analyze, I did and established the distinct reasons that caused my terrible performance.
- I did not practice the song within a half an hour of the performance. This is important because it was not ingrained well enough into my mind
- I was too nervous getting up onto the stage. I was out of breath, my mind was racing. This was the problem that set all the others into motion. I realize now how important it is to take a minute to calm yourself into a meditative state before you try to do it. It is completely a state of mind.
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